I've said before how I intend for this blog to be a place where I share the whole of my experience rather than just giving you the Instagram stories. The reality of life--any life--is that it is not all (or even mostly) sunshine and rainbows. And while I have had a lot of incredible, amazing, and joyful experiences since moving to St. Lucia, there are a lot of things that are not any of those. This second term of school has been really hard for a variety of reasons. While I'm committed to being open, honest, and transparent in this space, there are things that I just can't share here in any detail. I can paint with broad strokes and say that the amount of secondary trauma I'm experiencing at school has increased significantly. Initially, I think I was managing quite well. As a college professor, I've dealt with secondary trauma for some time. However, the key difference is that those students were adults--and it took me a long time to figure out how to man